Issue #3: Pages 11 & 12

Now here I am with my long dexterous finger, scooping out the shit. I don't mind, part of me enjoys doing it. Butt for Mutilator's sake, I act deathly serious as if the pressure is on, hustle hustle, ten hut. I'm not getting any jollies. I'm getting paid. I finish and roll his well formed stools up in a large blue napkin. Then I wipe his ass and carefully roll him back, paying special attention to his catheter. If it gets jerked, urine spills everywhere. He looks like a newborn baby, gasping for air. I reconnect the ventilator. I can't imagine a guy with such a vulnerable face ever calling anybody a queer. I like Mutilator's personality. He is polite and modest in front of women and fearful of strangers.